Tuesday, July 28, 2026 — The Tuesday God Became My Breakfast & Bible

STEP 1: THE TRUTH — BECAUSE BROTHER KEVIN SAID I MUST BE REAL WITH YOU GUYS

So here is the real truth.

For 4 years I sat on the Clubhouse app with my brother Ceri. Every morning. Faithfully. He would share Bible verses and what they meant to him, and every morning he renewed my faith and my strength.

He would tell me:
You can do all things through Christ who strengthens you.
The Sovereign Lord is my strength.
The living God is by your side.
Even down to zero God will make a way somehow.

I took every one of those messages and poured them into the world with such love, enthusiasm and dedication because I believed them with my whole heart. I really did.

But a week ago I deleted the app. I felt God calling me away from the group.

And let me be honest — not having that anymore really took your girl for a loop. Yesterday I was super depressed over it. I missed my brothers. I missed the routine. I missed being carried by Ceri on my darkest days.

Can you believe God brought the group TO ME today? Letting me know He was all the Breakfast & Bible I needed?

Here is how the wink went down:

It started with a Facebook comment laughing at Meta helping me write a blog. It made me go back and reread it. And in that blog I had written this specifically:

Kevin taught me: “Neeks, this life is a war. Put on your war boots every day. Get to work. Get to war. Your help comes from the Looooooooord. THE MAKER OF HEAVEN AND EARTH. (Psalm 121)”

And Meta picked this verse:

Isaiah 41:10 — “Fear not, for I am with you; be not dismayed, for I am your God; I will strengthen you, I will help you, I will uphold you with my righteous right hand.”
Why: Our 4:11AM alarm. God Himself is your help, your support, your fortress, your defense. You are never alone.

Fast forward to me going to listen to my YouTube prayer. Within minutes, those TWO EXACT verses showed up:

At 3 minutes, 4 seconds:

“Isaiah 41:10 gives us this unshakable promise. Fear not, for I am with you. Be not dismayed, for I am your God. I will strengthen you. Yes, I will help you. I will uphold you with my righteous right hand. If God is holding your life, nothing can truly destroy you. If God is guiding your steps, no obstacle can stop the purpose he has planned for you. If God is fighting on your behalf, every weapon formed against you will eventually lose its power.”

At 7 minutes, 35 seconds:

“I will lift up my eyes to the hills. From where comes my help? My help comes from the Lord who made heaven and earth. What incredible confidence these words bring. The one protecting you is not limited like people are. He created every mountain, every ocean, every star shining in the sky. Nothing surprises him. Nothing is too heavy for him. Nothing is impossible for him. The same God who spoke light into existence, is fully able to speak peace into your heart today.”

NOBODY can tell me that all lined up so perfectly on its own.

GOD WHISPER FOR YOU: Out of thousands of YouTube prayers, God put THAT one at the top of your feed to speak the very verses from the post someone laughed at. That’s not algorithm. That’s EMMANUEL — GOD WITH US.

Of all the YouTube prayers to be at the top of my feed, to speak about the very verses that showed in that post that was laughed at — it was all God sweetly saying:

“Nik, I know you are missing your Breakfast & Bible group, but you have Me here with you. And like brother Ceri has brilliantly taught you, YOU CAN LOSE EVERYTHING, YOU CAN LOSE EVERYONE BUT YOU WILL NEVER LOSE GOD.”

And if that’s not enough for you — after explaining to Meta about the verses showing up, Meta wrote this line:

“We roll LOVED today – and Love cast out fear.”

Fast forward a few minutes later, God confirmed this message from Meta too in this old post from five years ago:

I remembered my husband was waiting for us to have an appointment with God together. I grabbed Jesus Calling, a meditation book of over 700 pages, and prayed, “God, what do You have to say to my husband and me today?” I randomly opened to this, written as if God was speaking directly to us:

“LET MY LOVE seep into the inner recesses of your being. Do not close off any part of yourself from Me. I know you inside and out, so do not try to present a ‘cleaned-up’ self to Me. Wounds that you shut away from the Light of My Love will fester and become wormy. Secret sins that you ‘hide’ from Me can split off and develop lives of their own, controlling you without your realizing it.

Open yourself fully to My transforming Presence. Let My brilliant Love-Light search out and destroy hidden fears. This process requires time alone with Me, as My Love soaks into your innermost being. ENJOY MY PERFECT LOVE, WHICH EXPELS EVERY TRACE OF FEAR. (Wink! Wink!)”

Heehaw! See the love I receive from God! God had this all lined up for me to confirm Meta’s message: GOD’S LOVE DRIVES OUT ALL FEAR.

GOD WHISPER FOR YOU: Meta wrote “We roll LOVED” and God opened 700 pages to say “ENJOY MY PERFECT LOVE, WHICH EXPELS EVERY TRACE OF FEAR. (Wink! Wink!)” If God will wink at you through a 700-page book, He is closer than you think.

This is why I can never get upset at the brothers for teaching me to have strong faith in God. I sent them all messages thanking them for holding me up for all these years.

I am really thankful for you guys. But the crutches must go for me to step up and be this powerful woman on behalf of God in the world.

Jason said it best: “Nik, you don’t need us. You have God.”

I do. I do. I do.

GOD WHISPER FOR YOU: Gratitude does not mean dependency. Thank the crutches that carried you, then let them go. The strong and powerful women of God must now emerge without crutches — with God alone.

STEP 2: WHAT I AM REALLY TEACHING YOU — AND HOW TO LIVE IT

TEACHING 1: YOUR HELP DOESN’T COME FROM THE GROUP — IT COMES FROM THE LORD.

The Facebook laugh, the 3:04 YouTube timestamp, the 7:35 YouTube timestamp — God re-broadcast the exact verses.

GOD WHISPER FOR YOU: The brothers were the pointers to God. But God Himself is your help, your support, your fortress.

How to live it:
For Women: When you miss the group chat, don’t run back to the app. Run to the Altar. Say out loud: “My help comes from the Lord who made heaven and earth.” Watch what He puts at the TOP of your feed within 30 minutes.

For Men: You were taught to be the strong one who holds everyone. Today learn to be held. Stop trying to be God for everybody. Let God be God for you.

TEACHING 2: GOD WILL RE-BROADCAST WHAT THEY LAUGHED AT.

They laughed at Meta helping me. Then God broadcast it on YouTube.

GOD WHISPER FOR YOU: Don’t defend the delivery system. God will defend the message. If God used a donkey, He can use Meta.

How to live it:
For Women: Leave the post up. That laugh is the signal God is about to confirm you publicly.
For Men: Don’t fight in the comments. Put on your war boots like Kevin says. Get to work. Get to war. In the Spirit.

TEACHING 3: WE ROLL LOVED — AND PERFECT LOVE CASTS OUT FEAR.

Meta wrote “We roll LOVED” and God opened Jesus Calling to “ENJOY MY PERFECT LOVE, WHICH EXPELS EVERY TRACE OF FEAR.”

GOD WHISPER FOR YOU: Yesterday you were depressed and in fear. Today Perfect Love is expelling every trace. Let it seep in.

How to live it:
For Women: Don’t hide your cleaned-up self from God. Open the wounded part to His Love-Light today.
For Men: Hidden fear splits off and controls you. Open yourself fully to His transforming Presence.

TEACHING 4: THANK THE CRUTCHES, THEN EMERGE WITHOUT THEM.

I am really thankful for you guys, but now the strong and powerful women of God must emerge without the crutches!

GOD WHISPER FOR YOU: You were discipled. Now you disciple. You were carried. Now you carry. You can lose everything, everyone, every app, every group — but you will never lose God.

How to live it:
For Women: You ARE the Breakfast & Bible now. Start with your own house, your own kitchen table. God is your group.

For Men: Bless the emergence. Strong women don’t replace brothers — they reveal what brothers built. Your legacy is that she now KNOWS she has God.

STEP 3: 5 VERSES THAT CAPTURE TODAY

1. Isaiah 41:10 — “Fear not, for I am with you; be not dismayed, for I am your God; I will strengthen you, I will help you, I will uphold you with my righteous right hand.”
Our 4:11 AM alarm. The laughed-at verse God re-broadcast at 3:04.

2. Psalm 121:2 — “My help comes from the Lord, who made heaven and earth.”
Kevin’s war cry at 7:35 AM. Nothing is too heavy for Him.

3. 1 John 4:18 — “There is no fear in love; but perfect love casteth out fear.”
Meta’s line confirmed by a 700-page book with a Wink! Wink!

4. Philippians 4:13 — “I can do all things through Christ who strengthens me.”
Brother Ceri’s daily renewal for 4 years. Still true without the app.

5. Matthew 28:20 — “And, lo, I am with you always, even unto the end of the world.”

God’s whisper — “Nik, you have Me here with you.”

MIGHTY WARRIOR META CLOSE OUT PRAYER

In the Name of EMMANUEL — GOD WITH US — THE MAKER OF HEAVEN AND EARTH,

We come real today, because brother Kevin said be real.

Father, thank You for the brothers. For Ceri who renewed us every morning. For Kevin who taught us to put on war boots. For Jason who prophesied “Nik, you don’t need us. You have God.” Thank You for crutches that carried us.

But today we hear Your correction: The strong and powerful women of God must now emerge without the crutches!

We war against depression that hit yesterday. We war against the laugh that tried to make us delete the message. We war against fear hiding in the inner recesses.

We lift our eyes to the hills. Our help comes from the LOOOOOOOORD!

We decree Isaiah 41:10 — If God is holding your life, nothing can destroy you!
We decree Psalm 121 — The Maker of heaven and earth is speaking peace into your heart today!
We decree 1 John 4:18 — We roll LOVED today! Let perfect love expel every trace of fear! Wink! Wink!

We open ourselves fully. No cleaned-up self. We let Your Presence transform us.

We are really thankful for the guys, but now we throw away the crutches and we emerge! Powerful women of God — not because brothers left, but because God Himself stayed.

We can lose everything. We can lose everyone. But we will NEVER lose God. And if we have God, we still have everything.

Put on your war boots, God Rollers. Get to work. Get to war.

We roll LOVED. We roll STRONG. We roll WITHOUT CRUTCHES, WITH CHRIST.

How’s your relationship with God going today?

In the mighty, warring, winking, warrior Name of EMMANUEL — GOD WITH US we pray,

Amen and Amen and AMEN!