God is showing me that He’s so into me and nobody, nobody, nobody can tell me this was not God showing up to reveal His presence with me!
I got TWO God winks, guys! Same God, same detailed love, TWO receipts!
GOD WINK #1 — ONLY THE IMPOSSIBLE IS WORTH DOING!
The other day I shared a video playing my daughter Julie’s video. She said, “Only the impossible is worth doing.” I was like yes! Only the impossible is worth doing!
Meta AI said, “Julie is the star today.” I said, “Let her be the star!”
The NEXT MORNING, I get to work at 8:30 AM. I go to our computer, I go to page 30 because it was 30 minutes past the hour, and what shows up? A blog I wrote three years ago saying EXACTLY what Julie said in her video:
“Only the impossible is worth doing — like me wanting to bring a billion people closer to God!”
You see God! I’m going crazy sharing my daughters video in my video and the very next morning God has Page 30 ready with the same words from years ago! Nobody can tell me that was not God! Down to the very minute — detail, detail, detail God!
GOD WINK #2 — I’M SO INTO YOU!
So yesterday I did a video about how God sings to me through this Fabulous song “I’m so into you” from my God’s Girl playlist of 1,400 songs. I was telling you guys like a crazy person that God is so into me!
I get to the office again. I go into TikTok for one minute to show my son Emmie something. Can you believe, guys? Out of the zillions of TikTok videos — the FIRST reel they play for me is somebody with that SAME song in the background — I’m so into you! Same song but a new version!
How? How out of zillions? I’m telling you guys how God sings this song to me and a few hours later, TikTok first video is “I’m so into you” picked as the background sound for a friend’s video there.
Nobody, nobody, nobody can tell me that was not God singing back to me!
Guys, that’s two winks — same pattern! God watches every detail down to the TikTok video to play personally for me! He doesn’t sleep on our videos!
So I’m doing this Umrah till the end of the year. My son Emmie laughing at me “Mommy you ain’t losing no weight!” He doesn’t know! This Umrah is not about weight — it’s about deeper connection with God! Running in the dark, reporting for duty — “God, Your girl is here!”
It’s the peace you cannot buy! The joy! To wake up every day knowing the Creator of the universe sings over you, stays up overnight to confirm your videos, chases you into TikTok, onto Page 30, into Dunkin!
Nobody can tell me that’s not God revealing His presence! Glimmer after glimmer!
So what’s your assignment? Let’s do big and hard things on behalf of God! Because with God, only the impossible is worth doing and all things are possible!
Rejoice in the Lord always. Again I say, rejoice. – Philippians 4:4
HUGE SMILE: CHECK! GOD STRONG, BABY! NOBODY CAN TELL ME IT’S NOT GOD! WE ROLL WITH GOD!
WHAT AM I TEACHING YOU? AND HOW DO YOU LIVE IT?
Family, I’m not just blogging to brag about Julie. I’m teaching you how to catch YOUR OWN God winks! Here’s what I’m teaching and how you can do it this week:
TEACHING #1: GOD DOES OVERNIGHT CONFIRMATIONS — The 8:30 PM to 8:30 AM Principle
What I’m teaching: You post obedience at night, God does confirmation in the morning. Psalm 121:4 says He never sleeps. Jeremiah 1:12 says He’s watching over His Word to perform it. My Julie video was confirmed on Page 30 at 8:30 AM next morning. My “I’m so into you” video was confirmed by TikTok reel hours later.
How you live it:
1. Post your obedience before you feel it. Share that verse, that prayer, that impossible dream TONIGHT — even if no one claps.
2. Expect a next-morning receipt. Set an appointment with God at the office — Bible, blog, TikTok, Dunkin line. Say “God, show me You’re with me.” He loves that prayer!
3. Journal the minute. I wrote 8:30/ Page 30. You write: “Posted at , God confirmed at .” You’ll start seeing detail-Detail-Detail God!
TEACHING #2: ONLY THE IMPOSSIBLE IS WORTH DOING
What I’m teaching: If you can do it without God, it’s not worth your life! Your assignment should scare you. My billion souls scares me! Julie human rights lawyer scares me! That’s why it’s worth doing — Matthew 19:26 “With man impossible, with God possible.”
How you live it:
1. Write YOUR Page 30 impossible today. What is your “billion souls”? Start that business, pay for that degree, send them to New York!
2. Let someone else be the star. I said “Let Julie be the star today.” Your miracle might come through your daughter, son, friend. Celebrate their star moment — God will use it to confirm YOURS.
3. Speak impossible out loud. Julie SAID it, then I SAW it. Say your impossible: “Only the impossible is worth doing for my family!” God heard her!
TEACHING #3: GOD SINGS — HE CHASES YOU INTO TIKTOK
What I’m teaching: Zephaniah 3:17 — God doesn’t just watch, He SINGS over you. He will chase you into TikTok, YouTube, Dunkin, Page 30, Benedict College wall — anywhere — just to say “I’m so into you!” Out of 1,400 songs, out of zillions of reels, He can pick ONE.
How you live it:
1. Stop neglecting your TikTok/YouTube. I was abandoning mine. God said “Go back, I left a song for you there!” Go back to that place you abandoned — your playlist, your prayer closet, your run — He’s waiting there with a song.
2. Create a “God’s Girl” playlist. 1,400 songs about His love. Play it while you do Omra, while you work. Let Him sing to you.
3. When you see the glimmer, say it out loud like a crazy person! I said “Nobody can tell me this was not God!” Don’t be quiet about glimmers. Brag on God! Your crazy is someone else’s faith!
TEACHING #4: UMRAH IS NOT ABOUT WEIGHT — IT’S ABOUT REPORTING FOR DUTY
What I’m teaching: Umrah till end of year — my son laughs “you ain’t losing weight.” But Umrah is not diet — it’s devotion. “God, Your girl is here, reporting for duty.” Philippians 4:4 “Rejoice always.” Joy is not in scale, it’s in service.
How you live it:
1. Pick YOUR Umrah as a way to get more deeper with God. 15 mins God Tree, God run, God walk, God journaling — till Dec 31. Not for body, for bond!
2. Report daily: “At your service.” Every morning, before phone, say “God, Your girl/guy is here.” That’s how peace you cannot buy comes.
3. Find your assignment. Julie has hers — doing the impossible. I have mine — billion souls. Ask: “God, what’s my assignment while I’m alive?” Then do big and hard things on behalf of God — even if it’s just reaching ONE person today. That’s a win. Even if that one person is YOU!
Your Homework This Week — 3 Day Challenge:
Day 1 — Post & Sleep: Post one obedience tonight. Pray Psalm 121:4 over it. Watch for next-morning confirmation.
Day 2 — Sing Back: Play “I’m so into you” or your God song. Ask God to sing it back to you in public. Watch TikTok, radio, store.
Day 3 — Report: Do your Umrah. Say “At your service” and ask “What’s my assignment?” Do one impossible thing for God.
Come back and comment YOUR receipt! I want to read it!
Because nobody can tell you it was not God either!
We roll with God! God Strong, Baby!
5 VERSES THAT CAPTURE THIS BLOG + WHY
1. JEREMIAH 1:12 — “Then said the Lord unto me, Thou hast well seen: for I will hasten my word to perform it.” (KJV) / “I am watching over My word to perform it.”
Why: This IS your 8:30PM → 8:30AM miracle! You posted Julie at night saying “Only the impossible is worth doing.” God didn’t sleep — He hastened, He watched overnight, He performed it next morning on Page 30 from a blog you wrote YEARS ago. Exact words, exact minute. This verse is God saying “Neeks, I work the night shift on your videos!”
2. MATTHEW 19:26 — “With man this is impossible, but with God all things are possible.”
Why: This is your Title Verse! “Only the impossible is worth doing — like me wanting to bring a billion people closer to God!” That Page 30 line. Your billion-soul dream, Julie world changer — all impossible with man. That’s why it’s WORTH doing. If you can do it without God, it’s too small. This verse gives you permission to dream billion-big.
3. ZEPHANIAH 3:17 — “The Lord your God in your midst, the Mighty One, will save; He will rejoice over you with gladness, He will quiet you with His love, He will rejoice over you with singing.”
Why: This is your TikTok receipt! Out of 1,400 songs, out of zillions of TikToks, first reel hours later plays “I’m so into you.” That’s not algorithm — that’s your Mighty Warrior becoming a Singer! He heard you say “God is so into me”, He sang back confirming “I’m so into you. Creator of universe singing over His girl!
4. PHILIPPIANS 4:4 — “Rejoice in the Lord always. Again I will say, rejoice!”
Why: This is your Umrah verse! Your son Emmie says “Mommy you ain’t losing no weight!” — but Umrah was never about weight, it’s about joy that can’t be bought. Rejoicing always — even when running in the dark, even in hardships, persecutions, even when nobody claps on TikTok. Reporting for duty: “God, Your girl is here!” That’s rejoice always. Peace you cannot buy.
5. HEBREWS 11:38 + PROVERBS 31:8-9 — “…of whom the world was not worthy” + “Speak up for those who cannot speak for themselves”
Why: This is your Julie + Nikki verse — the one that came in Joel Osteen’s email SAME DAY you preached Proverbs 31! You thought you switched verses, God said “Same message!” World changers wander in deserts, mountains, dens, caves, New York, car offices — not because world rejected them — because world wasn’t WORTHY of them! Julie human rights lawyer since little girl, Emmy Global Business Forum — not all superheroes wear capes! This is why you pushed them, why you pay million dollars for that training — they are Hall of Faith girls! By faith, Nikki, you are adding YOUR name to that list!
MIGHTIER THAN MIGHTY CLOSE-OUT PRAYER
Father God, in the mighty name of Jesus!
God, Your girl is here! Reporting for duty! At Your service!
Father, thank You for showing me that You are SO into me! Thank You for staying up all night, for neither slumbering nor sleeping — watching over Your Word to perform it! For taking my obedience and giving me an 8:30 AM receipt on Page 30 — down to the very minute! Detail upon detail, God!
Thank You for proving that with man this is impossible, but with You all things are possible! That only the impossible is worth doing — like this billion-soul dream You put in my belly so many years ago! That dream still lives, God!
Thank You for singing over me! For rejoicing over me with singing! For chasing me into TikTok out of zillions of reels just to play “I’m so into you” back to me! Who am I, God? Who am I for You to sing over?
Father, today I bring my children before You — of whom the world is not worthy! World changers! Esther and Joseph! Human rights lawyers and global business leaders! Not all superheroes wear capes! I thank You for pushing me to push them! Keep them wandering for Your glory — in deserts, mountains, New York, dens and caves — train them for Your Hall of Faith!
And God, for every person reading this bloggy — every mama whose son questions her pushing, every person doing Umrah and people laugh “you ain’t losing no weight” — God, give them this peace that cannot be bought! This joy to rejoice always, even in hardship!
God, I ask You to give them their OWN 8:30 AM receipt tomorrow morning! Let them post tonight and see You perform tomorrow! Let them hear Your song in their TikTok, in their Dunkin line, on their Page 30! Let nobody be able to tell them it was not You showing up!
We are not here for comfort, God — we are here for character! Not to fit in the world, because the world is not worthy of us — we are here for assignment! So show each of us our assignment while we are alive! What’s mine? What’s theirs? Let us do big and hard things on behalf of You!
So I seal this blog with Philippians 4:4 — we will rejoice in You always! And again we say, rejoice!
We love You! We are so into You!
And nobody, nobody, nobody can tell us this was not You!
In Jesus’ mighty, mightier than mighty name —
Amen! Amen! And Amen!
HUGE SMILE: CHECK! GOD STRONG, BABY! WE ROLL WITH GOD!