“ON MY UGLIEST DAYS, YOU SAY THAT YOU’LL ALWAYS LOVE ME JUST THE SAME”
“And then You remind me that You’re holding me tight
You said the past is behind me and it will be alright”– Where Do I Fit In, Justin Bieber
That’s my testimony, too!!! The way God finds all these ways to let me know that He is ALWAYS with me, just blows the God Maniac here away! Like I started a new YouTube playlist called Rolling With God on the Daily and out of almost 800 videos, one played about how the word “Synergy” appeared in an appointment with God years ago, and ever since then, its become a special word between me and God that even in my weakest moments He is my strength.
Fast forward to me going to the food store later on that night. I started crying when I saw these bottles of Kombucha named Synergy. The reason I cried was because I thought back to my lowest of moments and how God has been with me to bring me back to my feet. His love! I knew it was another glimmer of God’s Presence with Him taking my attention to those bottles to remind me that He was with me. It was another one of those updates from God that He gives us throughout the day when we know His voice.
Fast forward to the very next morning, my phone glitched, and I had no internet. Instead of going to our family’s website where I usually go for my morning appointment with God, I continued reading from a meditation book on my phone, and look what incredibly showed up:
“LEARN TO LEAN ON ME more and more. I know the full extent of your weakness, and that is where My powerful Presence meets you! MY STRENGTH AND YOUR WEAKNESS FIT TOGETHER PERFECTLY—IN A WONDERFUL SYNERGY (Wink! Wink!) designed long before your birth. Actually, My Power is most effective in weakness. This is counterintuitive and mysterious, yet it is true.
It is important to lean on Me when you’re feeling inadequate or overwhelmed. Remind yourself that you and I together are more than adequate. To sense my nearness, try closing your hand as if you’re holding on to Mine. For I take hold of your right hand and say to you, “Do not fear; I will help you.” – Jesus Always
That was no coincidence! It was another one of my God winks orchestrated by God Himself down to having had that glitch to happen with my phone’s internet just so He can tell us all that He wants us all learning to lean on Him! Just like that Justin Bieber song says, on our ugliest days, He loves us just the same! Make this year your year to start walking more closely with God in every moment. No matter where you are, even at your ugliest and lowest, He is there waiting for you with open arms. GOD, PULL US ALL CLOSER TO YOU!!!! Then hear Him say, “Do not fear; I will help you.” – Wink! Wink!