GOD MAKES ME FEEL SO LOVED!!!
He figures out all these ways to let me know His Presence is always with me. This God wink started last night when I had a quick dinner and decided to scroll through Instagram. There was a video of Mario singing his song, ‘Let Me Love You.’ Honestly, I watched the video repeatedly because it’s the song God sings to me. So for THAT video to show up in that little short time, I felt it was God all orchestrated to reveal a glimmer of His Presence with me.
Fast forward to this morning, running to my God tree, I was tired, but I told myself, ‘Nik, keep going!’ Fast forward to me getting to my tree; it was 46 minutes past the hour and look what incredibly showed up on the very top of page 46 of our family’s website:
“TODAY, I RAN SIX MILES IN TWO HOURS UP AND DOWN THE STAIRS OF OUR HOUSE!!! (REPOST)
I’m working on a better me, baby! The goal was to get rid of the old Nik and my constant sad and hurtful thoughts and for a happier and more focused person to emerge… I pretty much played one song repeatedly, ‘Let Me Be The One To Love You,’ (William Singe’s version), imagining God singing these lyrics to me:
“You should let Me love you
Let me be the One to
Give you everything you want and need
Ooh, baby good love and protection
Make Me your selection
Show you the way love’s supposed to be
Baby, love you”
See the sweetness of God! To time my run to that tree perfectly so that I can go to page 46 and confirm that that was again Him singing to me yesterday through Mario saying, ‘Yes, my Nik, I want you to let Me be the One to love you!!!’ Awww! God, I will! I will! I want to be so full of Your love that I just want to share your love with others.
The reason I was tired, though, was because I was up working on getting a bid in for a contract. We were missing one mandatory requirement, but I kept telling myself, ‘Nik, just do your best and leave the rest with God.’ Can you believe our assistant called me at 3 am saying we got an extension for the deadline, which got us enough time to get that missing requirement? Again, the sweetness of God, baby! His love and favor follow us when we walk with Him!
See the importance of faith! I could have easily said, ‘Oh, we’re missing this requirement, let’s give up.’ No, no, no! Instead, I said, I don’t know how God will do it, but I will keep moving confidently, knowing He has our back! I might not see a way, but God does! Even a document that I needed to insert our company name into came up to exactly 1,117 words, and I knew right away that it was God letting me know He would help me because whenever I see the numbers 11 and 7 together, it’s God’s little sign to me that He is with me. I didn’t know how He would help, but I felt Him in my Spirit saying, Nik, RELAX, I got you!
How is your relationship with God going? He is available to help us in every aspect of our lives! It’s just for us to invite Him in saying, ‘God, I want a closer walk with You!’ That easy! Then, pausing throughout the day and asking His perspective on every relationship. Every decision. Every circumstance. But you must take time to spend with Him like I do every day running and having my alone times with God where I learn His principles and ways!!! THE BEST LIFE IS A LIFE CLOSE TO GOD!!!!
I loved listening to a great message from Ceri y’all!! He said that life is frustrating, hard, and challenging, but be kind! I was reminded of what Kevin also taught me, ‘Neeks, don’t try to be God, be God’s angel. Let’s keep it kind out there guys, going the extra mile in love, gentleness, patience, goodness, joy, peace, faithfulness, and self-control, glorifying God in all that we do!