NIKKI, WHAT’S THE PROBLEM HERE?

I was so upset at myself for all the negative thinking that got the best of me on Saturday. Despite all the beating my head with a stick to focus on all the HUGE positives in my life, I stayed stuck on THINKING THE WRONG THINGS. And let me tell ya, when your mind is …

“NIKKI, WHAT ARE YOU EATING???”

This was my hubby SCREAMING at his FAT wife from across the room at a party some years ago. Can you believe this was one of those life-changing moments when I decided to work on myself seriously? The then overweight, insecure, overly emotional, unhappy, and unhealthy Nik, used this HUMILIATION as fuel to become BETTER. …

GOD EXCEEDS MY EXPECTATIONS

That’s my testimony FOR SURE! Today, I had to hug and kiss my daughters, Ember and Julie, goodbye as they left on a school trip out of the country. For months we’ve been on this roller coaster with their dad as to whether they would go or not. But I’ve used it as an opportunity …

A TOAST TO GOD

Instead of throwing out some old smoothie, I asked my cook, Victoria, to place it in a glass for me. She, very surprisingly, put it in a champagne glass. It was the very one I would use to have a nightly drink with my hubby in my attempts to dumb all the UGLY thoughts I …