I’M A BIG DEAL NOW!!!
Heehaw!!! You know how I always call myself God’s Rockstar and how I’m His influencer in the world? Well, God went through the trouble to make it official, baby! My girl, Anita Sirene (formally known as Star Girl), did a YouTube video with her predictions for March. I promise you, out of the three groups to pick from, I felt God screaming in my spirit, ‘PICK NUMBER THREE!!!’ Amazingly, in that same group, Anita said this:
“Heard some of you are going to be joining a church or some of you are going to be active in a church or active in a Spiritual Community. A lot of you are destined to be spiritual leaders, is what I’m hearing or just you’re meant to be leaders in general. YOU’RE MEANT TO BE AN INFLUENCER OF GOD (WINK! WINK!), Group Three, which means the way that you lived, who it is that you are, the way that you move, is supposed to be a representation of God or of your belief system.
_So, you’re really being put in the spotlight in March, where your energy is highly influential because God’s putting you in the spotlight in March to influence people with your energy and your behavior. This is your Phoenix Rising month, guys, so you know if you have been going through a lot of bad luck, if life has been really bad, in March this is when you’re really gonna start feeling better again. You’re gonna start feeling like your old self. _
And I’m hearing like a spiritual belief system is really carrying you through. Like it’s really helped you transform whatever that is, so the point I’m trying to make is that February sucked. I’m willing to bet your life has pretty much sucked since December, but March is going to start getting a lot better.”
God truly makes me feel like His fav girl with the attention and love He shows me by even going to the extent of having Anita deliver that message to me. Yay, I’m not crazy – I AM A GOD INFLUENCER!!! This message was completely spot on! December, especially, was a rough month, but as Anita stated, my spiritual belief system continues to carry me through a rough life patch. Knowing God is with me, even in my lowest moments, gives me the courage, joy, and strength to keep going.
No alcohol or drugs were needed to numb the pain; I went to God. Reading our family’s website was my go-to spot to hear from Him, and let me tell ya, when you sincerely seek God, you will find Him. He would always figure out some way to let me see even a tiny glimmer of His Presence with me. And I made it through, moment by moment, step by step, and day by day, holding on to God’s hand. I TRUST IN GOD’S FAITHFULNESS!
I honestly feel like my old self again, but with an entirely new perspective on life. Today, in talking to a customer/friend (who I’m a little bit upset with because he divorced his wife), he said he followed his happiness to make decisions. I explained to him that I make decisions by asking God what would make Him happy, and in doing that (following God’s leading and guiding principles like loving unconditionally, faithfulness, and loyalty), He has led my life on a beautiful path. Everything is between God and us, not between us and anyone else! Obedience to Him is the way to the best life!
This morning, under my God tree, hubby and I continued our prayer streak (even if I’m boiling angry, I still call for us to pray together!), and we thanked God for exceeding our expectations. Not everything is perfect, but in looking at the big picture, WE ARE INCREDIBLY GRATEFUL FOR EVERYTHING GOD HAS DONE AND CONTINUES TO DO FOR US (things could be lots worse!). I also once again recommitted my life to God, asking Him to help me be an even better wife, mom, and person (His influencer!) on His behalf in the world.
Make sure you pray and seek God’s guidance for your life-PRAYERS DO CHANGE THINGS (Wink! Wink!). Our God is with us and wants a relationship with you, too!!! Pray for a closer walk with Him while learning to pause and include Him in every decision you make by listening to Him in your spirit (like how He told me to pick number three for that special message from Him). His sheep know His voice!