I WENT A LITTLE CRAZY YESTERDAY

Writing this long post saying how God sang to me through this song:

‘Girl you know you with a Winner
Name a place I could take you there
I’d do anything to make you laugh
And you can have anything just ask
But just know that I’m selfish
I can’t help it
But it’s all for you
Yea it’s all for you
I’m selfish
I want you all to Myself
You don’t need nobody else’ – Selfish by PnB Rock

Crazy right? Like why the Creator of the entire universe would say He wants me all to Himself. Well, He even went as far as to confirm that this was Him singing to me. Of all the YouTube content, He had me fall asleep listening to Dr. Charles Stanley say this:

“So look at your adversity, whatever it may be, and ask yourself the question, God, how have I been acting? How have I been responding? And let me just say this, you may not be a Christian, and you think, What in the world is all of this about? Here’s what it’s about, it’s about God, getting your attention. Sending you enough heartache and pain and suffering that finally it’ll drive you to Himself. You can resist it. You can rebel against it, but only to your own hurt and pain. What He wants is to for you to recognize HE CREATED YOU FOR HIMSELF (Wink! Wink!), not for yourself… Surrender your life to Him and watch Him. You say, Will that take away all my adversity? Not necessarily…because you see, look, He knows how much of that you need to make you the person He wants you to be. But you do have two choices. You can rebel or you can surrender. And that’s the best way and that’s my prayer for you.”

God, I surrender! I’m all Yours! I’m not proud of how I’ve been acting like a babyface whiner. I have to go back to my mentality in this old post:

“As of yesterday, August 24, 2020, I want to give my life COMPLETELY to God. To wrap myself in His love (no other love necessary!) and go through every moment of my life KNOWING I’m completely loved, approved of, and accepted by God. To be His girl totally, following His leading at every moment of my life as to what He would have me to do – complete surrender! To be the mother, wife, and person, He would have me to be. Not trying to get love from others, but just showing up as my most loving self, sharing God’s love with everyone. Like my brother, Kevin, taught me, I want to SHINE BRIGHT. Like if you’re not rolling with God, you’re missing out on the best life! I want everything about me to REFLECT Him:

“Whether therefore ye eat, or drink, or whatsoever ye do, do all to the glory of God.”

I just wanna be His, glorifying and enjoying Him! That means continually keeping my focus on God as I walk through life wrapped up in His arms, sucking up all His love and attention!”

Today, as of February 25, 2022, I want to rededicate my life to God, and may my life be all for His glory. Every circumstance. Every relationship. Every decision. Amen.

“Peace in the world starts in the home.” – Mother Teresa

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