DO I USE GOD AS A WAY OF COPING WITH MY TERRIBLE LIFE? (REPOST)  I share my ups, downs, disappointments, frustrations, joyful and happy times, problems and proud moments, stresses and anxieties, weak, strong, brave and courageous moments to hopefully portray the fact that I’m going through this human experience just like everyone else, where …

“NOT EVERYONE IS AS STRONG AS YOU, MS. NIKKI” That was from my sweetie daughter, Julie, yesterday. I used the conversation as an opportunity to share with her some of my weaknesses (mostly depressing and negative thinking) and how I’ve found that I must be a very regimented person to tackle them. I’m talking appointments …

“GOD LOVES ME TOO TOO MUCH!!!” That was me bragging to my husband this morning after a day where God showed His invisible Presence with me THE ENTIRE DAY yesterday! Here’s how those God winks went down: The day before yesterday, I entered our showroom, and there was a couple there buying a car. I …

“DO YOU STILL THINK I NEED TO GO AND SEE A THERAPIST?”

I joked with the person who suggested I see one some days ago. LOL! No shame in my game, when I’m struggling with something, I go RUNNING to God: GOD, WHAT IS THIS? GOD, WHY ME?? GOD, HELP ME!!! And astonishingly, He ALWAYS shows up. “The righteous cry out, and the Lord hears them;he delivers …