AFTER SPENDING THE WEEKEND FRUSTRATED WITH MYSELF…

I went on my Monday morning run with God saying, ‘God, here, have my heart. I’m giving it completely to You!’ Fast forward to getting back home, I got a thought to listen to Plies the rapper on Instagram, and his latest video was entitled, ‘I Just Wanna Be Yours!!!!’ with him playing and singing this song, ‘You’ by Jesse Powell. Oh my goodness, I started freaking out feeling the words were me and God singing to each other:

“I’ve finally found the nerve to say

I’m gonna make a change in my life

Starting here today

I surrender all my love

I never thought I could

I’m giving all my love away

And there’s only one reason that I would

And it’s You (God!)”

As of yesterday, August 24, 2020, I want to give my life COMPLETELY to God. To wrap myself in His love (no other love necessary!) and go through every moment of my life KNOWING I’m completely loved, approved of, and accepted my God. To be His girl totally, following His leading in every moment of my life as to what He would have me to do – complete surrender! To be the mother, wife, and person He would have me to be. Not trying to get love from others, but just showing up as my most loving self, sharing God’s love with everyone. Like my brother, Kevin, taught me, I want to SHINE BRIGHT. Like if you’re not rolling with God, you’re missing out on the best life! I want everything about me to REFLECT Him:

“Whether therefore ye eat, or drink, or whatsoever ye do, do all to the glory of God.”

I just wanna be His, glorifying and enjoying Him! That means continually keeping my focus on God as I walk through life wrapped up in His arms, sucking up all His love and attention! For Him to give me those 47 trees (as I just celebrated my 47th birthday!) to run down when I thought about where I could do my long Sunday run with Him where there wasn’t too much sun, was all His love. And then for Him to have me to read a specific message from my meditation book, Jesus Calling, that I randomly scrolled to, in the middle of that run that I had just sat down to discuss with my daughter, Julie, before running, was just to show me that His invisible Presence is intimately involved in every moment of my life, and AGAIN HOW MUCH HE LOVES ME.

Forget about it, ‘GOD, I JUST WANNA BE YOURS, FROM THIS DAY FORTH!!!’ Are you with me?

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